A break at the perfect time....

Hello all, hope you are doing well in mind and body this day. I have been recovering from my super marathon of surgeries and happy to say that the port has been placed in a good spot, and working! I have really been struggling with the depression of life. I just don't seem to have the energy, and somedays don't even want to get out of bed. It is so hard to always have such an exhausting life. Like most people with chronic illness it is a struggle to maintain thinking that you are worth what you are and that you deserve good things. I seem to be at a state of frustration because my mind wants to do so much more than my body will let me. I want more than anything in the world for this book to explode with publicity, but most of all, I can't wait until it can touch the lives of kids and adults. There are so many of us out there that are dealing with these emotional and physical limitations of our disease. I wonder if I will ever be able to get out there and work this book. I am very seriously thinking of trying to find an investor or partner that would have the capital to launch Scardust. I can't do it alone, I just can't. I did however get a surge of good news and was contacted by Channel 15 her in Phoenix, it is a big deal to break into this market. Thay had heard about my inspirational story and book and I just finished an interview with them that will air tomorrow, Sunday on the 5:00 show or the 10:00 news. I am so excited this is just the kick I needed right now to remind me that I have a life to live, and I cannot give up on this dream. I deserve to have this happen and I am so thankful they gave me the opportunity to get my story out there. Anyone who catches the airing, if you can, call or e-mail the station becuase the more they hear in feedback, the better. I can't wait to dive into more publicity. I have been so down lately and feeling useless and drained. But, this has re-newed my spirit and I am back into the swing of things. So I thank Channel 15 for allowing me to share my story and book. There are people out there who will help it is just a matter of getting it out there. It warms my heart to know that someone is listening. I am getting ready for Christmas, and I just really feel lucky to be alive. Hope you all get to see my interview. THank you again for all your support. Love, Jenn